Illusions in the midst of Hopes

As one who is affected by anxiety and tinged by depression, I recognize the issues that are hidden in the reality of society. We tend to project acts of normalcy in order to calm our fears or angers. When relationships are bonded deeper, insights are more likely to reveal themselves–hopefully for the better.

For me, sometimes I hold onto those illusions in hope that they can later become reality. As if pulling on dreamy strings can make real music later on. 

In a lighter side, I can also believe that hope can sustain dreams for a better future. Illusions do not have to be tricks or mirages though it is connotative of them. 

I have been journaling in various ways to expresses the swirling ideas in my head. For example, focusing on gratitude or just random doodles. It is helpful except when I am past the point of that reducing stress.

Excuse the moody post as in effort to post more.



Proper Picks #3: Entertainment of Eminence

These past few months have become more busy than expected due to unforeseen circumstances however I am back to shout out a few fun stuff I have been enjoying.


This app is a great way to ease back into reading if it has been awhile or rush into with reckless abandon and speed. It uses one’s local library card to access a wide variety of eBooks and audio books straight onto their phone. I am loving the easy to understand layout and process and has allowed me to read more because of it. Recently I have been using it to read fiction or history novels as my nonfiction reads are currently coming from my backlog of New Yorker magazines.

Midsomer Murders

Another classic detective show like Colombo or Murder She Wrote though this one takes place in small villages of the UK. I am less than half way through the seasons (I have not met the replacement Barnaby yet). It contains a good balance of comedy and drama with the addition of other interesting elements. It has progressive characters that represent the LGBTQ+ community and has scandalous plots. Even when the characters switch (assisting sidekicks of the main detective Barnaby) it is seamless and viewers quickly embrace the DS. The scenery is beautiful and the cases are always unique. Recently I enjoyed an episode that held references and parallels to Hamlet and shared it with a friend who thoroughly enjoyed it (S:10 King’s Crystal).

World of Dance

I had watched online videos of WOD events but since the t.v show has come out I have really been watching and enjoying it. I like the format and intensity of the show as everyone is so talented. It holds up pretty well against So You Think You Can Dance as it has more pros and a different style of competition.

-K ❤

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Proper Picks #2: All Giggles of All Kinds


Proper Picks #2: All Giggles of All Kinds

Back again because I find that I have lots of faves to help cheer you up on a bad day. My favorite places to get a few laughs and grins in on a bleak day.

McSweeeny’s Internet Tendency– A website of pure comedy

The satire and humor of the articles featured varies from simple irony to vulgar extremes. Read it for its unbelievable laughs.

Camp Weedonwantcha  by Katie Rice – A never ending summer camp in hopefully eternal comic

The creator of the comic won Penny Arcade’s  (known for PAX) Strip Search competition. The disproportionate characters are absolutely beautiful and their expressions are priceless. It follows an adult-less camp run by ratty kids with both long and short story arcs.

Miss Abbot and the Doctor by Maripaz Villar – A rom-com of the past in a beautiful comic

I had to mention this because it features one of my favorite OTP’s (also check this old song out :D) which is Cati and Andreas. Their awkward and coincidence funny incidents bring me so much joy. I like the illustrative style and variety of characters. The pacing is also amazing as it does not rush into  romance.

Rhett and Link– A ultimate duo of internataners

They were just recently on the Tonight Show and even did a short segment popular form their shoe which shows their popularity worldwide. Two married fathers exhibit their comedy along with their other talents like music. Their work ranges from a daily morning talk show called Good Mythical Morning to their sporadic hilarious music videos. For all ages and all times.

Megan Batoon– A comedic and talented dancer extraordinaire

Her puns are to die for and her lyrical hip pop is so creative. She recently launched a website for her fashion. She gracefully combines all her interests on her channel.

I’m getting back into writing so hopeful this is a start to more posts more regularly.



7 Wonderful Art Resources for Every Growing Artist

Improving art takes a lots of practice and can often be helped by some educational resources. I am very much still on my journey and decided to share some resources that help me. I will go on in the order that I used it.

  1. The Controversial One (Tracing) – I feel like everyone has done it at some point however it stills has a negative connotation for a kind of good reason. On one side tracing is blatantly ripping off someone else’s work and if you directly copy it can prove useless for improving. However, under certain conditions it can be beneficial  and ethical. First, a major curtsy is to never pass someone else’s work off as your own. If you trace then it should be for practice and should not be considered apart of your real artwork. If you are tracing then you should mention that and if online link to the original. In most cases it is also respectful to ask permission especially if you are sharing the work online. Second, it is not trace the lines directly the same in order to improve. Below is a process I would recommend to actually learn something.

  2. Website: Dragoart – I found this website once I started to use the internet regularly. I mostly used it for more cartoon-like or fan art related works. Though I would not recommend it for very young artists as it has some risque images. The website has a place to even request tutorials which can really help when attempting complex characters. I used it mainly to improve my cartoon drawing skills in addition to understanding other artists’s process of drawing. It can also be used to simply get inspiration for what to draw.

  3. Website: Deviantart – If you are an artist or writer or are aspiring to be one this site can really help you expand your horizons. I used to have one but it died away when I had less and less time and effort to devote toward it. It allows you to connect to other artists. I feel the community has of kind of diminished but is still useful. Be warned that it will take a while to build your profile and community.

  4. Books – Recently I checked out some concept art books from Pixar and Disney in addition to purchase some individual artist’s book such as —-. It is very helpful for tutorials and learning through other art styles. It also allows one more respect and insight into artwork of a film or character.

  5. Website:  Figure & Gesture Drawing – A lovely technical resource that allows you to focus on sketching realistically. It allows you to create a custom session to meet your needs and has variety of poses from animal to facial expressions. A sure way to improve techiniqually.

  6. Exercises – There are endless creative exercises to make you think by stretching your imagination or more technical ones to improve your skill. One of my favorites is drawing random shapes and then trying to draw something from it. Many silly scribbles come alive from it. Another is to try contour drawing which is sketching without your eyes leaving the subject. 

  7. Real Life – The good old standby that I am trying to get more into is drawing from my surroundings. It can be difficult as if you attempt something complex the lighting may change before you are done. It might be easier to take a picture and draw on a grid. 

It’s a bit short but it is so you can get started as soon as possible. 


Exercises to be Inspired for Writing Poetry

A couple years I spent a summer writing 100 poems following a 100 theme challenge set by the The Poetry Cafe on deviantart and published under my old deviantart account sun-lily. It is a great challenge which recommends for everyone whether it be for art or writing. More recently, I attended a series of poetry workshops that featured different ways to create poetry. Here I will highlight three exercises that we experimented me.

1. Echo Poetry

Echo Poetry involves a poem already written by someone else that you try to emulate, there is my second attempt based on Matthew John Conely’s poem called Ocean Poem from the book, Poetry Slam: the competitive art of performance poetry.

The world wishes us a good morning &

we are the beginning & we have it good

& the sunshine beams bright

expressions upon our faces &

we work hard & we laugh & we rise

& curiosity pulls us like moths to light & our hearts swell & fly &

reach toward our days arising on the horizon

our dreams spring high among the clouds

& we are hurtling forward & are trying to make a mark on this earth for the better

& be able to look back fondly on these days & think

of our triumphs and tragedies & how this place formed us into who we are as people

& remember the people who surrounded & cared & helped us

to get through the years to here & so now we have made it & are off to a new chapter

in our journey & through there will be twists and turns, I think we’ll turn out alright

& we are a growing up if there is such a thing.   

If you have read the poem you can compare them to see that there are some similarities and differences between them. I had a different subject matter and thus had a different arc of words. I used the poet’s repetition of the symbol & and some of his phrases. Echo poetry has no words or fast rules (just like regular poetry) and can vary from emulating line by line to just using a similar style. I would totally recommend to beginners who want to start with some support or to more advanced poets who want to take on more complex formats. The poem itself  is not really from my point of view as I had written inspired by events in my brother’s life as it is graduation season. I am not completely happy with as it is because I want it to flow more like a spoken word. Please leave any critiques or comments down below.

2. Paint Chip Poetry

Paint Chip Poetry uses inspiration from a paint chip to write a poem. It can derive from the the range of colors on display or the names given to those colors. Though I am into visual arts I find it easier to use the actual word names instead of the colors. Here is the chosen chip.


Down below I will write two poems, one based on names and the other on the colors.

The Little Old Farmer 

The weathered Farm House,

With it’s rusted handles,

And discolored walls,

Could sense the change in,

The little old farmer.


No more pale parsnips,

That were big and hearty,

Were ever harvested any more,

To be sold or help feed,

The little old farmer.


His loneliness loomed for years,

Isolation growing after the death of his wife,

At his final straw because,

No one cares for,

The little old farmer.


Chip S320A

Age takes a toll on the parchment paper,

Rips, crinkles, and wrinkles show the years,

And the experiences and care given to it,

Are displayed in where they are kept today,

Is it crumbly and browned,

Or fresh, clean, and flexible,

History recorded physically,

For futures to hold and cherish,

Through words not fleeting.


The first poem uses the name of colors to tell a story. While the second poem uses the colors to inspire for me it evokes old paper.

3. Blackout Poetry

This exercise/ type of poetry is probably the most well-known. It involves taking a page out of a book and blacking out words to leave a poem behind. I will just be doing on the computer instead of marker as I have no books to ruin (to take pages out of).


The poem I created is from page two of Their Eyes Were Watching God by Zora Neale Hurston. If you have read the book you can easily tell where it is from because I used complete phrases instead of just some choice words. Not a great attempt but if you search online you will find many great examples.

That’s all have this collection of helpful poetry prompt devices. I hope you try one of them and if you do please comment down below so I can check out your work.